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《Beautiful》LatelyI'vebeenhardtoreachI'vebeentoolongonmyownEverybodyhasaprivateworldWheretheycanbealoneAreyoucallingme?Areyoutryingtogetthrough?Areyoureachingoutforme?I'mreachingoutforyou....最近我变得无法让人接近我已经太久一个人每个人都有自己的天空好让自己来有片刻安宁你打电话找我么？想和我说说话么？你想了解我么？我也想了解了解你。。。I'mjustsofxxkindepressed,Ijustcan'tseemtogetoutthisslumpIfIcouldjustgetoverthishump,butIneedsomethingtopullmeoutthisdumpItookmybruises,tookmylumps,felldownandIgotrightbackupButIneedthatsparktogetpsychedbackup,inorderformetopickthemicbackupIdon'tknowhoworwhyofwhenIendedupinthispositionI'minI'mstartintofeeldistantagain,soIdecidedjusttopickthispenUpandtrytomakeanattempttoventbutIjustcan'tadmitorcometogripsWiththefactthatImaybedonewithrap,IneedanewoutletAndIknowsomeshitsohardtoswallow,butIjustcan'tsitbackandwallowInmyownsorrow,butIknowonefact,I'llbeonetoughacttofollowOnetoughacttofollowCopyOnetoughacttofollowHeretoday,gonetomorrow,butyou'dhavetowalkathousandmiles...我就是感到很压抑似乎就是无法从萧条中逃出去除非我能把这座山头给翻过去我需要一些东西把我从忧郁里拉出去身上带着淤青和肿块摔倒了也立刻爬起来但我需要那种快（河蟹）感来使我的精神振作起来这样才能回到麦克风前不知道怎么做到因为什么或什么时候，我告别了处在这种状态中的我再次开始感到冷漠所以我便拿起笔来开火但我真的无法承认一个事实就是我可能会和饶舌一同去死我需要一个新的出口并且我懂有些事情无法吞的下喉但我会退后一步在我的伤感中颠簸但我知道一个事实，那就是跟随我的脚步可不是一件轻松的事别尝试跟随我的脚步不是一件轻松的事今日毕，明日始，漫漫长路即将开始ChrousInmyshoes,justtosee,whatit'sliketobeme,I'llbeyou,let'stradeshoesJusttoseewhatit'dbeliketofeelyourpain,youfeelmine,goinsideeachothersmindsJusttoseewhatwe'dfind,lookatshitthrougheachotherseyes用我的眼，去发现成为我是什么感觉交换灵魂，我是你看看我究竟能不能感受你的痛，我的痛深入彼此的灵魂中试试看会有什么新发现透过对方的眼看看彼此的世界*Singing*Butdon'tletthemsayyouain'tbeautifulTheycan（河蟹）allgetFXXKED,juststaytruetoyouButdon'tletthemsayyouain'tbeautifulTheycan(河蟹)allgetFXXKED,juststaytruetoyou但别让任何人说你不够美让他们都去死你只需问心无愧但别让任何人说你不够美让他们都去死你只需问心无愧Verse2IthinkI'mstartintolosemysenseofhumor,everythingssotenseandgloom,IAlmostfeellikeIgottocheckthetempertureoftheroomjustassoonasIwalkin,it'slikealleyesonme,soItrytoavoidanyeyecontactCauseifIdothat,thenitopensthedoorforcoversation,likeIwantthatI'mnotlookingforextraattention,IjustwanttobejustlikeyouBlendinwiththerestoftheroom,maybejustpointmetotheclosestrestroomIdon'tneednofxxkinmanservant,trynafollowmearoundandwipemyassAndlaughateverysinglejokeIcrackandhalfofthemaintevenfunnylikeAhh,Marshallyou'resofunnymanyoushouldbeacomedian,goddamnUnfortunatelyIam,IjusthidebehindthetearsofaclownSowhydon'tyouallsitdown,listentothetaleI'mabouttotellHell,weain'tgottatradeourshoes,andyouaintgottawalknothousandmiles我觉得我的幽默感已经开始离我远去所有事情绷得那么紧看起来那么忧郁刚踏入房间就觉得气氛不对想把它给换的干干净净就好像所有人都在盯着我看所以眼神的交流我尽量避免如果不这么做的话就打开了话匣子好像我希望如此我不是想吸引多余目光我只想成为你和大多数人关系融洽或许只是告诉我最近的休息室在哪里我TM不需要谁来做我的跟屁虫拍我马屁对我说的每个笑话都笑到面部抽筋，尽管它们中有一半根本就无聊透顶“哈哈哈哈marshall哥们你太逗了你TM该去当个喜剧演员”不幸被你言中，我只是藏在一个小丑的眼泪的后面所以说你们为什么不试试静静坐下来聆听我将要诉说的故事丫的，我们不用互换角色而你将无法知道我的苦涩ChrousInmyshoes,justtosee,whatit'sliketobeme,I'llbeyou,let'stradeshoesJusttoseewhatit'dbeliketofeelyourpain,youfeelmine,goinsideeachothersmindsJusttoseewhatwe'dfind,lookatshitthrougheachotherseyes用我的眼，去发现成为我是什么感觉交换灵魂，我是你看看我究竟能不能感受你的痛，我的痛深入彼此的灵魂中试试看会有什么新发现透过对方的眼看看彼此的世界*Singing*Butdon'tletthemsayyouain'tbeautifulTheycan(河蟹)allgetFXXKED,juststaytruetoyouButdon'tletthemsayyouain'tbeautifulTheycan（河蟹）allgetFXXKED,juststaytruetoyou但别让任何人说你不够美让他们都去死你只需问心无愧但别让任何人说你不够美让他们都去死你只需问心无愧Verse3NobodyaskedforlifetodealuswhatthesebullshithandswithdoubtWegottatakethesecardsourselves,andflipthem,don'texpectnohelpNowIcouldhaveeitherjustsatonmyassandpissedandmoanedButtakethissituationinwhichI'mplaced,andgetupandgetmyownIwasneverthetypeofkidtowaitbutIknow（河蟹）tounpackhisbagsOrsatontheporchandhopedandprayforadadtoshowupwhoneverdidIjustwantedtofitin,ineverysingleplace,everyschoolIwentIdreamedofbeingthatcoolkid,evenifitmeantactinstupidAuntEdnaalwaystoldme,keepmakinthatfacetillitgetstucklikethatMeanwhileI'mjuststandinthereholdinmytonguetrynatalklikethissssTillIstuckmytongueonthatfrozenstopsignpoleat8yearsoldIlearnedmylessonthen,causeIwasn'ttryintoimpressmyfriendsnomoreButIalreadytoldyoumywholelifestory,notjustbasedonmydescriptionCausewhereyouseeit,fromwhereyou'resittin,it'sprobably110percentdifferentIguesswewouldhavetowalkamileineachothersshoesatleastWhatsizeyouwear?Iwear10's,let'sseeifyoucouldfityourfeet...没有人会要求生活来赐给自己那些狗屎事情我们得自力更生所以别寄希望会有人来帮你现在我可以呆在家呆坐着无病呻（河蟹）吟但身在我的处境只能振作起来靠你自己我从来不是那种只会等待的孩子我会收拾自己的行李或者坐在走廊里并祈祷老爸出现尽管他一直没有来我只是希望能融入我去的每一所学校每个地方我梦想我能做个酷小孩即便要表现的很傻XEDNA阿姨告诉我要不许说话直到面部僵化然后我就开始一言不发在那里试着“这样”说话接着我如同坠入冰窟走向极端不想言语，那年我才8岁啊那时我吸取了教训因为我不想再引起朋友的注意但我已经告诉了你们我生命中全部的故事不止是建立在我的笔墨文字上因为换个角度看你的看法将会110%不一样我猜我们至少该互换鞋子在彼此的生命里走上一英里你鞋码多大？我穿10号看看你的脚穿我的鞋能不能正正好ChrousInmyshoes,justtosee,whatit'sliketobeme,I'llbeyou,let'stradeshoesJusttoseewhatit'dbeliketofeelyourpain,youfeelmine,goinsideeachothersmindsJusttoseewhatwe'dfind,lookatshitthrougheachotherseyes用我的眼，去发现成为我是什么感觉交换灵魂，我是你看看我究竟能不能感受你的痛，我的痛深入彼此的灵魂中试试看会有什么新发现透过对方的眼看看彼此的世界*Singing*Butdon'tletthemsayyouain'tbeautifulTheycan（河蟹）allgetFXXKED,juststaytruetoyouButdon'tletthemsayyouain'tbeautifulTheycan（河蟹）allgetFXXKED,juststaytruetoyou但别让任何人说你不够美让他们都去死你只需问心无愧但别让任何人说你不够美让他们都去死你只需问心无愧LatelyI'vebeenhardtoreachI'vebeentoolongonmyownEveryonehastheirprivateworldWheretheycanbealoneAr