Bullies make me blind-恶梦醒来是天明

Bulliesmakemeblind|恶梦醒来是天明Afterthebag-throwingincident,thingsgotworse.Thesegirlshadturnedagainst4me.Itriedtostandupto5Lisaandtheothers,butnothingmadethemstop.Itsoundssad,butIstillhopethemtolikemeagain.Iinvitedthemtomy13thbirthdayparty.Despitethefactthattheyactedliketheyhatedmeatschool,theyallcametomyparty6.Maybetheylikedmeagain?Alldaytheyactedsickly7-sweettowardsmebutIsoonrealizeditwasjustanact8.Theykeptsayingthingstomyparentslike:“Mary’ssoclever.Welookupto9her.”Buttheywerejustbeingsarcastic10.Lisaandherfriendssteppeduptheirbullyingcampaignagainstme11.TheyfollowedmeeverywhereIwent,andIfeltthreatened.ItgotsobadthatIstartedhavingnightmares12andthrowingup13everymorning.Thebullieshadtakenover14mywholelife.Onedaytheyallplannedtogotoaconcert.Iknewtherewasaspare15ticketandaskedthemifIcouldgoalong16inalastattempt17tomakefriendswiththemagain.Buttheyjustlaughedandsaid,“Asifwewantyoutocome.Wecan’tstandthesightofyou!18”Istartedtothinkthatmaybeitwasme—Imustbeadisgusting19personforeveryonetohatemesomuch.Ijustwantedtocurlup20anddisappear.Icouldn’tholditin21anymore.Crying,ItoldMomwhathadbeenhappeningatschool.Afterhoursoftalking,wedecidedthatactionwasneeded.WhenIdidtrytotellmyteachersaboutthebullying,itseemedtomethattheyweresuggestingmaybeIamtoogoodateverything.Momwashorrified22bytheschool’sreaction23andwedecidedtochangeschools.Wefoundanotheronenearbyandtheywerehelpful.AtfirstIwasscared24,butbytheendofmyfirstdayImadefriends.Icouldn’tbelieveit.ThiswasanewstartawayfromLisaandherhatefulfriends.Iwasfreeatlast!ButonenightIwaswatchingTVandsittingtooclosetothescreen,myglassesdidn’tseemtobeworking.Inoticedthatmyvisionhadhadbeengettingworsesincethebullyingbegan,butIhadn’tconnectedthetwo.Thenthingswentoutofcontrol.Icouldn’tdoanythingbymyself.Ievenhadtoholdmylittlesister’shandwhenIcrossedthestreetbecauseIcouldn’tseethecars.Iwenttoaneyedoctor,buthecouldn’tfindanythingwrong.Iwasgoingblindandnooneknewwhy.Iwasscared.WouldIgrowupnotknowingwhatmyfutureboyfriendswouldlooklike?WouldIeverseemyfamilyagain?WouldIbeblindforever?Oneday,Momcameintomyroomtogetmeup25forschool,butIcouldn’tliftmyheadup26.Iwasverypainful.Iwasrushedtothedoctor’s27.ThedoctoraskedmeifI’deverhadproblemsatschool.Itoldhimaboutthebullyingandhesaidmyfailingeyesight28couldbeduetothestressofitall29.Itsoundedstrangetome—Ineverthoughtthattheremightbeanemotional30connectiontomyblindness.Buthereferredmetocomplementarytherapist31.Ididn’thaveacluewhatacomplementarytherapistwas,butIwaswillingtotryanything.Mytherapist,Linda,explainedwewouldtalkandhelpmybodytoletgoofthethingIbottledup32.ShesaidifIwantedtoseeagain,allIhadtodowasconcentratetomakeithappen33.SoonafterIwentonvacationwithmyfamily.Onthefirstnight,Icriedmyselftosleep.IthoughtaboutwhatLindasaid,butIfeltdepressed34.ThenextmorningIwokeupandfeltmywayintothelivingroombyholdingontothewalls.IputmyglassesonhopingthatImightbeabletoseesomething,andsuddenlyIrealized...OhmyGod!Icouldreadthetimeonthewallclock!Icouldseemysisterwaseatingabanana.Itookmyglassesonandoffagainindisbelief.Iwassoexcited.Igotmysightback!I’llneverforgetthatmoment.Itwasthegreatestfeelingintheworld!=========================