In this lonely world I met you(3000字)

InthislonelyworldImetyou(3000字)BeforeIknowhim,Ialwaysthoughtthattheworldnoonecanunderstandme,Iamthemostlonely.Everytimelikeafooltotellothersyourhobby,yourexperience,yourviewsoneverything,justwanttosomeonecanunderstandyourfeelingoftheheart.Canreturnisdoesn’tmatter,noonecareaboutyourfeelings.Nomatteryouarehappy,orsad,orsad,andthelikeweresharpneedles,deeplyhurtmyheart.Heartbroken,finallyandonedaytopreventitbeinghurtagain,youmustlockitup,don’tletanyonecomeintocontactwith,doyouthinkyouarenolongersad...Whenevernightcomes,however,thinkofmom,stillcan’thelpbutshedtears,butyoucan’tcryinthedaytime,becauseyoucannotletothersseeyourvulnerability.Ihavebeenthinkparents’loveiseternal,nomatterhowthetimeisgone,youhowagain,momwon’tchange,butIwaswrong,wrong.Originally,fromwhichthecartravel,meansthatsheisbecomingmoreandmorefarawayfromme,shedidn’tcomeback,Ilosther,Ipretenddoesn’tmatter,onlyoneselfknow,heartindropofblood,itisverypainful,verypainful,reallyverypainful...Yacanunderstandmypain,forhim,IknowthatIamlucky,andmymotheratleast14yearsofmemories,buthedoesn’tevenhaveamomentrecallmemories,sometimesreallydonotunderstandtheadults,whyattachedtousthesechildrensuffertogether,weareinnocent,dadalwayssaidshewashereinfrontofmeisbad,howbad,thereisalwaysforcemetocallherback,callmecryingshecameback,Ican’tdothat,can’tdothat,reallycan’tdothat,Iwillnotcry,willnotcrytocallherback,shehatedamoiwillnotcome,Iwouldnotkeep,don’tcomebackwillnevercomeback.Inyoudon’tanswermyphone,that第1234页下一页