My Life Being Heavy-我的生活好沉重

MyLifeBeingHeavy|我的生活好沉重Myteacher,Mrs．Arborgast,alwaystellsmethatwhenIgetupset4justsay,“Godletmebestrong．”SometimesIsayitanditdoeshelp,butonedayitwillnotIwishtheotherkidscouldfeelthepainthatIfeelfromallthecruelthingsthatarebeingsaidaboutme．SometimeskidsIdon＇tevenknowfeelitisokaytocallmefat!Myprincipal5toldmethatevenifIlostalltheweight,kidswouldstillcallmenames．EverydaywhenIgetonthebus,mybusdriverandthebusmonitor6saythatyoucannotchangethembutyoucanchangeyourself,andhowyouthinkaboutyourself．WhenIlookinthemirrorIseeasmartkidthathasabeautifulvoiceandlovesmusic,bikeriding,soccerandtetherball7．Butnoteveryoneseesmygoodqualities．Theonlypeoplewhoseethegoodthingsaremyteachers,myparents,andonlythechildreninmyclassroomandchoir8．NooneelseeverwondershowIfeeldeepdowninside．Ihavefeelingstoo,butnoonecares．IfIcouldchangeanythingaboutmyself,itwouldbemyweightandthewayIeat．Ialsowouldchangethewayotherpeopleseeme．Insteadofjustseeingmeasafatperson,theywouldseethetrueme．Iftheworldwerelikethepeoplewhocallotherpeoplenames,thisworldwouldbeinarut9．Idecidetochangeafewthingsaboutmyselflikeeatingless,workingoutmore,andcuttingbackonfattyfoods．EventhoughIknowthatthenamecallingwon＇tstop,Iwillfeelbetteraboutmyself．