Nevertakethefirsttablet|第一片,千万不要尝Buttwoweeksaftermy18thbirthdayIputherwordstothebackofmymind.Imetsomenewfriendsandwewentouttoanightclub.“Look,”saidone,showingmeawhitetablet.“Youwantone?”AtfirstIdidn’tknowwhatitwas,butIcheckeditoutmoreclosely.IrealizeditwasanEcstasy3tablet.“No,”Isaid,automatically4.Afewinthegrouphadtakentablets.“Goon,”saidanother,laterintheevening.“It’sharmless.”“Okay,”Isaid.Iswallowed5thepill.ThatnightIbecametotallyanimatedandIwaslikeaballofenergyonthedancefloor6.Theeffectsworeoff7aftersixhours.Ihadn’tsufferedanyharm.Ididn’ttakeanymoretabletsuntiltwomonthslaterwhenIwentonvacationwithtwofriends.Aguyinanightclubofferedmehalfatablet.Ihadnobadeffectsthefirsttime,soIacceptedhisoffer.Thistime,thetabletdidn’tseemtohaveanyeffect.Infact,Iforgotallaboutit.Nextmorningthough,Ifeltsotired.Iblamed8itonlate-nightpartying.ThenIbegantofeelsick9.Icouldn’tgetoutofbed.IthoughtImighthavefoodpoisoningorImighthavepickedupsomethingwhenIwentscubadiving10becauseI’dswallowedsomewater.Therestoftheholidaywaswasted.Ispenttendaysinthehotelroom.“Youreyeslookyellow,”myfriendtoldme.WhenIgotbackhomeMomtookmestraighttothedoctor.HetookabloodtestandIwaitedfortheresults.FourdayslaterIhadn’timprovedandMomtookmetothehospital.Bynowtheresultshadcomethrough11.“Itlookslikethere’ssomethingwrongwithyourliver,”saidthedoctor.Thenheleanedforwardandsaid.“Haveyoutakenanydrugs?”IwasawarethatMomwassittingrightbesideme.AndIknewhowshefeltaboutdrugs.IthoughtbacktothehalftabletofEcstasyItookovermyvacation.Butithadn’tworked,Itriedtoconvince12myself.Ithadhadabsolutelynoeffectonme.Itcouldn’tbethecauseofallthis.“No,”Ilied.“Ihaven’t.”ThedoctorwonderedifIwassufferingfromhepatitis13.Theywantedmetostaysothattheycouldcontinuetocheckmyliver.SlowlyIbegantorecover.TwoweekslaterIwasoutofthehospital.Itookamonthofffrommyjobatasupermarket.Gradually,IbegantofeelbetterandIreturnedtowork.ThenthreeweekslaterItookanotherEcstasytabletwhenIwasout.InmymindI’dneverlinkedtheEcstasytablettomyliverproblem,sonovoiceinmyheadsaid,“Don’tdoit.”Iwentdownhill14again,andafewweekslaterabiopsy15wascarriedoutonmyliver.Iwasadmittedtothehospital16.Thedoctorsaid,“Thebiopsyindicatesyourliverproblemisdrug-related,butwewon’tknowproperlyuntilanotherfewdays.”Againheaskedthequestion,“Haveyoutakendrugs?”AgainIlied.“No,Ihaven’t,”Ireplied.Ididn’tdaretotellIhad17.Surelythosesmalltabletscouldn’thavedonethismuchdamagetome?Ibecamemoreandmoreill.BackathomeonenightIremembersendingacellphonetextmessagetomyfriends.ButIcouldn’tunderstandtheirreplies.ThatwasthelastthingIremember.WhenIwokeupIwasinthehospitalagain.Momwasthere.“Whathappened?”Iasked.“Justrest,”shesaidandsmiled.Butlaterthenursesaidsomething.Mymindbegantowhirl18.“Whatonearth19happenedtome?”Idemanded.Momgentlytookmyhand.Shestartedtospeak.Whenshefinished,thetearsrolleddownmycheeks.“HowcouldIhavebeensostupid?”Iwept.Momtoldmeshe’dtakenmetothehospital.I’dgottenworseandworseandthenslippedintoacoma20.Iwentthroughliverfailure21.“Theysaidyouhadthreedayslefttolive,”shesaid.“Theysaidyouneededalivertransplant22urgently,oryou’ddie.”Onthethirdday,miraculously23,Momwastoldaliverwasavailable24forme.DoctorsworkedoutthatthetabletItookduringmyvactioncausedtheinitial25damage,andthethirdpillmadeitworse.Ishouldhavebeentruthfulfromthestart.Mymotherhadtofindoutthroughthehospital.“Ifonlyyoutoldusyou’dtakendrugs,”Momsaid.“Ifyouhad,thedoctorscouldhavetreatedyoumuchearlierandyoupossiblycould’veavoidedyourliverfailing.”MomtoldmethatI’dbeeninacomafor20days.Iunderwentafivehourtransplantoperation.Thatwasoverayearagoandnowithasbeenasuccess.But,I’vehadtolearntowalk,talkandeatagainbecausemybodyhasbeensoravaged26bythatlittlepill.I’msogratefulI’mstillhere.WithoutmytransplantIwouldhavedied.I’mdeterminedtowarnothersnow:nevertakethatfirsttablet.Itonlytakesonetokillyou.1.tabletn.(此处)迷幻药(片)2.drumsthintosb/intosb'shead反复向某人灌输某事3.ecstasyn.(美俚)迷幻药4.automaticallyadv.不加思索地5.swallowv.吞,咽6.此句意为:那天晚上我动力十足,在舞池里像一个能量球。animatedadj.有活力的7.wearoff逐渐消失8.blamesthonsth/sb归咎于某事/某人9.sick[sik]adj.(此处)恶心的10.此句意为:我想我可能是食物中毒,或是在潜水时感染了什么病菌。pickup(此处)得,染(疾病)scubadiving戴呼吸器潜水11.comethrough(检查结果)出来12.convincev.说服13.hepatitisn.肝炎14.downhilladv.(健康)走下坡路,恶化15.biopsyn.活体切片检查16.此句意为:我入医院接受治疗。admitv.接受17.Ididn'tdaretotellIhad=Ididn'tdaretotellIhadtakendrugs18.whirlv.眩晕19.onearth究竟,到底20.slipintoacoma陷入昏迷21.此句意为:我得了肝衰竭。failuren.(医)衰竭22.transplantn.移植23.miraculouslyadv.不可思议24.availableadj.可获得的;可用的25.initialadj.最初的,开始的26.ravagev.损坏